Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ; 9:30 AMY
i am lost in you
people with never ending wants....are we ever completely satisfied with what we have? well i guess you can say it's pretty natural, but why can't we be? i mean, we've been like this the whole time.. was it really worth it? was it really worth going through all that we did? was it meant to be? can we really carry on being like this? can we handle, accept the past and accept each other for who we really are? well, yea, i know that whatever i've said is really random...yea, gibberish. but these were just the questions running through my head last night.its a mess really. i'm a mess. so yea.
on another note, exams are next week. i'm feeling really bummed out... i tell you its the worst combination ever. i mean, i'm supposed to be feeling really prepared and confident and all that.yet, i'm feeling kinda lousy. well, the aim was to do well for all my 3 years thats left of studying. don't know if thats feasible now.. gosh, i don't even have a proper gauge on my standard so far.