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lol..ITS OVER!!!! ITS FINALLY OVER!!! after so many days of torture... i can finally proclaim, ITS OVER!!! woohoo.. celebrations.. lol..till the results come out. but of course, i shall enjoy life first :)

well, it all started out in the morn. had to wake up early once again for training. awww..i still wanna sleep in!!!! ah well, dragged myself out. training was a chore today. simply torturous.for some reason, i was super tired even after that cold morning shower. brrrrrr.

my whole body's still aching.too long without exercise.. man, i'm sucha pig..lol.

today was kinda sad. rained non-stop. plus, our coach only booked one court for the guys to practice on. we'd join in, but we'd only be slowing em down. so we left on our own to find a spot for our own training. jiao lian didn't really seem to bother much. guess she feels that we have a larger chance of not getting into the A division next yr? i dunno, but maybe..since our studies arn't that great either.some of us are leaving..they will be missed. while those taking the sub? a few others and myself that is. we'll just have to see.

this is really sucky.the others really do wanna prove to her that we're good enough. but, we don't have the ppl to train with. everyone has their diff scheduals right? although we may have enough members to form a team, we hardly train together. how can we possible improve ? saddening indeed. i really hope things perk up for us..

so, back to when we left the guys and jiao lian, we made our way back to hougang to train.imagine that. from smu all the way to hougang. kinda ridiculous. just to get a bball and a court to train. but i guess it turned out fine in the end. we had fun, we managed to get abit done.

after that, i had to make my way all the way back to serene centre. near smu..just when everything was fine, the dreaded rain came pouring down on me again. i ought to take umbrellas along next time.. damned monsoon season. i got caught in the damn heavy rain. came out looking like i just got dunked into a swimming pool. ewwww.. thank god i brought extra clothes. lol..

still,i shivered to death in the air con. had dinner at macs with john, who was also drenched (too bad he didn't have extra clothes). ate ice cream despite the coldness. and yea.. thats it. then left for home to have that lovely warm shower.. gosh, it felt so good.
so that was my utterly crazy day.. and i really mean CRAZY. wouldn't wanna go through that again. lol..NO WAY IN HELL!! :(

oh yea.. i found a new liking for SEA MONKEYS!!!! lol..they're adorable k!!

lol!! so.. i'm not trying to be bitchy or anything here.. but..

so here goes. i left my house to go for training at smu.. here i was rushing like hell cause we were supposed to meet at 11am.. and i've just left the house.. (i overslept.. i need my rest.. lol.. don't blame me :) ) aiights.. so i wanted to flag a cab from outside my condo, when this GIRL came along.
and here comes the interesting part.. she actually takes a glance at me, and rolls her eyes.. as if i've done something wrong.. ok..fine.. so i just ignored this. maybe its an attitude problem.

later, i realise she actally has the nerve to walk just a few meters in front of me to attampt to flag down the cab i've waited so long for!.. this was done right in front of me pls. its like.. what a B****.. ok..pardon my language here. but.. seriously.. does she lack manners or is she just plain blind and ignorant.man.. i hate people like this.. i mean, where's the respect. like hello!! any respectful person would have at least have the courtesy to ask.

it was like this.. i figured.. although, i'd admit its childish.. but i had to teach this woman a lesson. it was just over the limit.. further more, i'd been standing there for so long and i was late!
so.. i walked straight in front of her and took the first cab in sight( after so long) . its just tick for tack, i'm not being mean. she deserves it. OF ALL THE NERVES!

now thats over(well, even if its not such a big deal, though i'd just write it down).. lol.. well, the rest of the day was fine..bball training was tough cause i totally lost every ounce of stamina i ever had. the guys team seem to be growing, whilst the girls one? shrinking! man,what members will be left for the team.well, it'll be fine i hope.well, left the place dead tired. came home for tuition, couldn't concentrate properly. well...thats a wrap up for the day. till next time..

finally!!!!! its over!!!! one down and one more to go.lol.. but still, its something to celebrate about. *dances ard*

hey hey... so hmm... bout OP.. i was so darn nervous.. nervous streak. the teachers were like super grumpy! jeez.. woke up on the wrong side of da bed?? i mean, we couldn't even get one smile out of em. no sense of humour maybe. the Q & A was okay i guess.. not bad.. i just hope they considered it relevant.

anyways, these few days have been tough. i think in the end, i'll need councilling myself. why did it have to get this hard? couldn't it have just have had a smooth flow?why? so many qns, so little answers.. let alone understanding. i mean, not everything's lost.. sometimes, i wonder.. would it have been better to reconsider the aim that i had in mind? cause i hate being in all this shit. i don't need this.. not now, not ever.. life should be simple without all these.

hmmm... this makes a whole lot of sense. read and enjoy. found it in Clare's blog. i hope she doesn't mind.. and yes.. its lovely.

This is a tribute to the nice guys. The nice guys that finish last, that never become more than friends, that endure hours of whining and bitching about what assholes guys are, while disproving the very point. This is dedicated to those guys who always provide a shoulder to lean on but restrain themselves to tentative hugs, those guys who hold open doors and give reassuring pats on the back and sit patiently outside the changing room at department stores. This is in honor of the guys that obligingly reiterate how cute/beautiful/smart/funny/sexy their female friends are at the appropriate moment, because they know most girls need that litany of support. This is in honor of the guys with open minds, with laid-back attitudes, with honest concern. This is in honor of the guys who respect a girl`s every facet, from her privacy to her theology to her clothing style.

This is for the guys who escort their drunk, bewildered female friends back from parties and never take advantage once they`re at her door, for the guys who accompany girls to bars as buffers against the rest of the creepy male population, for the guys who know a girl is fishing for compliments but give them out anyway, for the guys who always play by the rules in a game where the rules favor cheaters, for the guys who are accredited as boyfriend material but somehow don`t end up being boyfriends, for all the nice guys who are overlooked, underestimated, and unappreciated, for all the nice guys who are manipulated, misled, and unjustly abandoned, this is for you.

This is for that time she left 40 urgent messages on your cell phone, and when you called her back, she spent three hours painstakingly dissecting two sentences her boyfriend said to her over dinner. And even though you thought her boyfriend was a chump and a jerk, you assured her that it was all ok and she shouldn`t worry about it. This is for that time she interrupted the best killing spree you`d ever orchestrated in GTA3 to rant about a rumor that romantically linked her and the guy she thinks is the most repulsive person in the world. And even though you thought it was immature and you had nothing against the guy, you paused the game for two hours and helped her concoct a counter-rumor to spread around the floor. This is also for that time she didn`t have a date, so after numerous vows that there was nothing "serious" between the two of you, she dragged you to a party where you knew nobody, the beer was awful, and she flirted shamelessly with you, justifying each fit of reckless teasing by announcing to everyone: "Oh, but we’re just friends!" And even though you were invited purely as a symbolic warm body for her ego, you went anyways. Because you`re nice like that.

The nice guys don`t often get credit where credit is due. And perhaps more disturbing, the nice guys don’t seem to get laid as often as they should. And I wish I could logically explain this trend, but I can`t. From what I have observed on campus and what I have learned from talking to friends at other schools and in the workplace, the only conclusion I can form is that many girls are just illogical, manipulative bitches. Many of them claim they just want to date a nice guy, but when presented with such a specimen, they say irrational, confusing things such as "Oh, he’s too nice to date" or "He would be a good boyfriend but he’s not for me" or "He already puts up with so much from me, I couldn’t possibly ask him out!" or the most frustrating of all: "No, it would ruin our friendship." Yet, they continue to lament the lack of datable men in the world, and they expect their too-nice-to-date male friends to sympathize and apologize for the men that are jerks. Sorry, guys, girls like that are beyond my ability to fathom. I can`t figure out why the connection breaks down between what they say (I want a nice guy!) and what they do (I’m going to sleep with this complete ass now!). But one thing I can do, is say that the nice-guy-finishes-last phenomenon doesn`t last forever. There are definitely many girls who grow out of that train of thought and realize they should be dating the nice guys, not taking them for granted. The tricky part is finding those girls, and even trickier, finding the ones that are single.

So, until those girls are found, I propose a toast to all the nice guys. You know who you are, and I know you`re sick of hearing yourself described as ubiquitously nice. But the truth of the matter is, the world needs your patience in the department store, your holding open of doors, your party escorting services, your propensity to be a sucker for a pretty smile. For all the crazy, inane, absurd things you tolerate, for all the situations where you are the faceless, nameless hero, my accolades, my acknowledgement, and my gratitude go out to you. You do have credibility in this society, and your well deserved vindication is coming.

heh.. went SHOPPING today!!!! Shopping craze.. bout my lovely cargos.. finally... hmmm... can't buy anything else until i get to shanghai..its supposed to be betta and cheaper there.. dang..i'm impatient..

watched sky high.. not bad overall.i wouldn't mind having powers of my own.. maybe the power to fly?? lol... wishful thinking....had my cookies and ice chocolate drink.. OoOoO.. sweet heaven..

hmmm.. bout physics sub... not prepared yet..

heya! i'm here.. erm.. okay.. enough of that temporary loss of state of mind..well..been eating like a pig for the last few days... ice cream non stop.. island creamery rocks please. haha

hmmm...ate jap teppan yaki yesterday.. shiok.. but the bill was some scary shit.. ate at goodwood park.. da hotel next to far east? yea.. thats it.. expensive like no one's business..extortion of cash.. damn.. rights.. now thats over.. had ballet today.. new teacher.. ain't used to her yet.. miss the other one.. she's gone.. for good.. y do they all leave..

heh.. that teacher tortured us like shit.. every minor error was picked out.. even hip hop was a chore.. tired out.. going out for dinner soon...sub paper is near.. haven't layed a finger on anything.. haha..apparently i'm not feeling the pinch yet.. oh well.. shit happens.. i'll study tomorrow.. hopefully.. hah!







*y do they all leave when u need them the most?*

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