Wednesday, April 30, 2008 ; 9:30 AMY
i am lost in you
people with never ending wants....are we ever completely satisfied with what we have? well i guess you can say it's pretty natural, but why can't we be? i mean, we've been like this the whole time.. was it really worth it? was it really worth going through all that we did? was it meant to be? can we really carry on being like this? can we handle, accept the past and accept each other for who we really are? well, yea, i know that whatever i've said is really random...yea, gibberish. but these were just the questions running through my head last night.its a mess really. i'm a mess. so yea.
on another note, exams are next week. i'm feeling really bummed out... i tell you its the worst combination ever. i mean, i'm supposed to be feeling really prepared and confident and all that.yet, i'm feeling kinda lousy. well, the aim was to do well for all my 3 years thats left of studying. don't know if thats feasible now.. gosh, i don't even have a proper gauge on my standard so far.
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 ; 7:39 PMY
i am lost in you
i've got a brilliant boyfriend!!!! i love love love LOVE him!! he got me an internet connection!!! muacks muacks! well, at least i don't feel as pathetic now... no more desperation for the net for me :) anyway, i think i'm becoming fat. haven't been exercising much..... i want my abs :( getting my tummy back :( plus me getting hungry quick isn't helping. anyways, going back to school to collect the rest of my prelim papers tomorrow than i'm gonna meet my cuddles! lookin forward to that.... but i've got to study first... don't think i'll be getting the car for school tomorrow too since it has to go in for servicing... so yup, quoting cuddles : "PCC ".
Friday, April 11, 2008 ; 11:35 PMY
i am lost in you
i do not have any internet access at home because my dad doesn't want to subscribe to it.
i'm feeling very out of it somehow.
like my connection to the whole world has be severed.
it's been like 11 days and counting
and i am rotting!!
how?!?
i guess i shall drop over to cuddles's house one day and steal his internet
hehehe
remember babe, what your's is mine and what mine is mine
:)
ps: this is john posing as steph because she wanted me to sound like her when i updated this post for her. pcc
Friday, April 04, 2008 ; 10:10 AMY
i am lost in you
i'm such a sad pig. i've completely no internet at home. so here i am in school updating. having a break now from PBF.... fucking boring btw. oh well, back to class for now. oh yea, my birthday's tomorrow... turning 15 :) hint hint!!!