Thursday, January 17, 2008 ; 8:14 PMY
i am lost in you
right... so i'm feeling real crappy now.. feeling as if there's a whole lot of stuff that i've got to do, yet i can't seem to start... been feeling really exhausted too.... there's school, truck loads of content that i've yet to cover, prelims around the corner, mock tests too, then there's dance practices..... yup, i'm feeling the pressure alright... the finals are in MAY and i'm not even prepared... i mean, it took me 5 months to compose myself for the past few exams.. i'm sure as hell lacking time for the upcoming one, thats for sure. i've only got like 3 months to buck up? time's running and i ain't moving. someone please give me a swift kick cause i seem to be stuck where i am, and its not good considering my grades... i need to step on it.... push on... or i ain't gonna make it... everyone seems to be getting on track.... everyone but me. hell, how am i gonna catch up? IBM..... PBF... hah! the two that worry me to death..... oh man, where do i go from here? the fucked up schedules are driving me insane... i hate being left behind..... yea, especially when i suck this bad at doing the things i do.