Thursday, January 24, 2008 ; 10:28 PMY
i am lost in you
i swear, i've never felt so stupid in my life.yea, a dimwit..a dumbass... whatever it is. for the first time since i started, i realised how far ahead others are in front of me.... how they study consistently.... yup, i'm embarrassed to admit that i was even relatively comfortable in the state i'm in. A walking contradiction, i've been lying to myself all this time. now, i need to set my pace right, some things need to be sacrificed, no matter how hard (yes, its damn right easier said than done) ...but i musn't forget why i'm in this course...
i'm not gonna make the same mistakes again......i just gotta keep this in mind from now on...not gonna let anything else get in the way anymore...cause if i stay the way i am, i'm just gonna end up lagging behind further..... one and a half months.... i gotta catch up by then or i'm screwed.
now, if i could just plan my time right.......hmmmmmm......