Sunday, January 27, 2008 ; 9:55 PMY
i am lost in you
(in random order)
Seven Things That Scare You
1) breaking up
2) horror flicks
3) losing my parents
4) scary dark places
5) not making it in life
6) death
7) being alone
Seven Things You Like the Most
1) john aka cinderella
2) my best buddies
3) brownies!! especially those from P.Osh
4) fun, fun, and more fun
5) cheese sticks
6) truckloads of laughter to last me a lifetime
7) jewels and dutchess!
Seven Important Things in your Room
1) bed (includes pillow, bolster and blanket)
2) laptop
3) aircon
4) fan
5) ipod
6) tv
7) mirror
Seven Random Facts About You
1) i can be an airhead at times(0.01% of the time)
2) i'm a waking legend :) (99.99% of the time)
3) i'm lazy
4) i can talk to almost anyone anytime and anywhere
5) i'm loud
6) i can't draw for nuts
7) i have an over-active imagination
Seven Things You Plan To Do Before You Die
1) be successful in life
2) get married
3) travel around the world
4) create many unforgettable memories
5) have kids
6)have loads of fun
7)hope and pray that technology will be developed to find a way to make us live forever :)
wishful thinking.lol
Seven Things You Can Do
1) play basketball
2) dance
3) memorize truckloads of info quickly
4) drive
5) watch tv the whole day in the same spot(i'm a couch potato )
6) do math for an entire day ( freaky, but i can start at 4am and end at 8pm)
7) modelling ( haven't been on it for a long time now)
Seven Things You Can’t Do
1) write with my right hand
2) control my temper
3) control my tongue( its like a loose cannon)
4) splits (even though i nearly got there once, i got lazy and now i'm back to square 1)
5) eat vegetables
6) tolerate pain
7) tolerate cigarettes
Seven Things That Attract You to the Opposite Sex
1) character
2) eyes
3) how we click
4) smile
5) dress sense
6) respect given/shown
7) the entertainment factor ( don't like guys who are dull)
Seven Things You Say/Write The Most
1) ass
2) go away
3) lol
4) idiot
5) i'll think about it/ see how it goes
6) fuck you
7) someone need to tell him/her that he/she is a walking fashion disaster... lol.. (yes i know,
kinda bad of me to say that. But seriously, some people's dressing sense nowadays are getting
more hideous by the minute)
Seven Celebrity Crushes
its funny, but i don't have any.. not into these kinda things.especially when it comes to the local ones.... i'll go: huh? who? wtf? ... so yea, you get the picture..no offense but i'm just not a fan of this kinda shit.
Seven People You Want to Take this Test
1) whoever wants to do this
2) but min you gotta do this! =D
Thursday, January 24, 2008 ; 10:28 PMY
i am lost in you
i swear, i've never felt so stupid in my life.yea, a dimwit..a dumbass... whatever it is. for the first time since i started, i realised how far ahead others are in front of me.... how they study consistently.... yup, i'm embarrassed to admit that i was even relatively comfortable in the state i'm in. A walking contradiction, i've been lying to myself all this time. now, i need to set my pace right, some things need to be sacrificed, no matter how hard (yes, its damn right easier said than done) ...but i musn't forget why i'm in this course...
i'm not gonna make the same mistakes again......i just gotta keep this in mind from now on...not gonna let anything else get in the way anymore...cause if i stay the way i am, i'm just gonna end up lagging behind further..... one and a half months.... i gotta catch up by then or i'm screwed.
now, if i could just plan my time right.......hmmmmmm......
Thursday, January 17, 2008 ; 8:14 PMY
i am lost in you
right... so i'm feeling real crappy now.. feeling as if there's a whole lot of stuff that i've got to do, yet i can't seem to start... been feeling really exhausted too.... there's school, truck loads of content that i've yet to cover, prelims around the corner, mock tests too, then there's dance practices..... yup, i'm feeling the pressure alright... the finals are in MAY and i'm not even prepared... i mean, it took me 5 months to compose myself for the past few exams.. i'm sure as hell lacking time for the upcoming one, thats for sure. i've only got like 3 months to buck up? time's running and i ain't moving. someone please give me a swift kick cause i seem to be stuck where i am, and its not good considering my grades... i need to step on it.... push on... or i ain't gonna make it... everyone seems to be getting on track.... everyone but me. hell, how am i gonna catch up? IBM..... PBF... hah! the two that worry me to death..... oh man, where do i go from here? the fucked up schedules are driving me insane... i hate being left behind..... yea, especially when i suck this bad at doing the things i do.
Saturday, January 05, 2008 ; 10:57 PMY
i am lost in you
just came back from an outing with dreamwerks. met meishan and daryl first and then went to meet the rest at orchard to eat and watch a movie but we all arrived late, so yup, movie's off the list. ate at billy bombers..not bad. but since the portions are huge, i shared a meal with po :) not bad, soup, main course and the legendary ben and jerry's ice cream :) and the flavour of the day was my all time favourite too. so yup :) everything went well for me .lol. :P think they're most probably heading down to clarke quay for a chillin session. my tummy hurts like crazy now for some reason.. it feels sorta bloated. oh man, what a way to end the day...
anyways, on the brighter side, baby might be joining me for mass tomorrow and brunch :) happy happy! haven't confirmed anything with him though.... he's such a dear for taking all the trouble.... feel kinda bad that he always has to travel. thanks babe! i really do appreciate it.
hmmm...tasks tasks.... yes, i gotta head down to RELC asap man.... gotta register for the UOL exam this May. deadline's on the 12th. and i doubt i'll have time on school days... so i'll most probably go there with min on monday. yup... better get it over and done with fast. :)
lastly, as for my new year's resolution??? yea, i know its really REALLY late... but i didn't have the time to update.. lol.. besides, what's a year without goals?
anyway, i completely failed last year. lol.. completely fucked up all my resolutions...hopefully, no wait, i'll definitely keep to it this year.... i don't ever want to go through all those failures again like last year... once is enough to kill man...
well, here goes, resolutions:
1) get that degree( at least 2nd class honours)
2) maintain and improve class test results... to be used as a gauge.
3) listen to john's advice... (yes i know i'm stubborn... you are too k?.. hugs:) )
4) fulfill my goal in dance
5) to study more and knuckle down... yes, i don't want a repeat of my A levels.. that was seriously screwed up.
6) loose weight :) yes, i know.. its typical....who cares! i wanna loose 3-5 kgs :)
hah! funny thing is, i reached goal 6 last year... but i gained back half of it... so not considered... christmas kills diets. lol... CNY too!!! OMG!!!! safy, abstain!!!! yes yes.... to get abs... yes yes... lol... note to self: no snacks!!!! tough luck for me man..... oh well... thats about it i guess.... 6 essentials for the year... here goes nothing :)