Thursday, September 13, 2007 ; 11:20 PMY
i am lost in you
hmmmm.. so i haven't been updating cause there's really nothing interesting going on now.
well, except for the two dance auditions coming up. one's next week for the school's dance competition team and the other's for uan's dance classes. baby helped me with the remix so now i've gotta start figuring out dance moves. man, i wanna do up a dance thats hot, as in fresh :) i've yet to get the right moves and flow yet though. i've got such a long way to go..oh man.. haiz..
another worry is that darn piano exam coming up in 2 weeks or less. i don't know if i'm even prepared. im kinda freaking out here. grade 7 really isn't as easy as i thought. excluding the fact that i don't really like to play it in the first place, its even worst when you pay so much for the exam, go there, miss a key and fail. it sucks really. i'd most probably enjoy playing the piano more if i were to play it for leisure. but i guess its kinda not the case and since i'm already this far ahead in my grades, might as well finish it right? there's only one grade left after all. i just wish it didn't have to feel like a chore. it just completely robs me of whatever interest i ever had in the instrument to begin with. hah! well, enough said. i'm just real nervous cause if a fail this grade, i wouldn't be able to move on to finish the course. eeeks! the horror... started in primary 2 and i'm still at it. shouldn't have dragged it on so far. could have just finished it like in sec 4? well, inclusive of theory exams of course.i prefer those so much more. its not as stressful to me at least :) urg. i'm just gonna drop the subject.. it makes me feel shitty just talking bout it. i just hope i can pass this exam...yup.