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hey hey!!!! i'm just so happy today!!! woohoo! its like the first time in so many weeks that i finally had a good day :P lol... its like everything's going right... finally.. after so many disappointing times. i'm finally able to pick up from where i left off.. no more instances of feeling so lost without a direction in life, no more worrying, no more fretting, just reassurance... :) finally :) got the letter from SIM today confirming that i have a place.. at least its somewhere... and i've got my new mac today :) just need to spend some time getting used to it, thats all..but its beautiful, my very first laptop.. i mean, its mine.. don't have to borrow my dad's or baby's anymore :) ok.. i'm just really happy today, so much that i can't stop..lol..still in disbelieve that i got 2 fantastic things today :P lets just hope its not a dream and when i wake up tomorrow it'll both still be there :P lol.. yay!!! lalalala.. met baby earlier too.. had some ice cream with cheese sticks with min while waiting for his work to end. went home together after that. yup yup:) thats all for now i guess :) lol.. ok..i gotta say this once more..i'm so FUCKING happy!!! lol..

I GOT INTO SIM! fucking joy! :P ok.. thats it. haven't got the letter yet but i called them to find out :P heh heh.. ooooo...thats all i have to say .haha

well, jonny's pre-birthday celebration yesterday.. today's the actual day so yea, happy birthday!!!! :) went to greenwood fish market and bistro for dinner.. damn, that place is like super uloo! i don't even know how to explain where it is, its near buona vista mrt, yet its near bukit timah. so yup. the directions don't really cut it. even if we would have taken the bus 74, we still wouldn't know where to stop cause it was so FRICKIN far in!! anyways, we cabbed there from the mrt station in the end. and yup, it was no where near the station alright. so we got to the place on time, went in and got seated while waiting for the rest and the birthday boy. it was kind of a suprise thing. it all went well though :) he looked really happy so i guess it was worth it( the travelling, i mean). oh yea, the food there was really nice (all types of fish, crabs,oysters..its all seafood basically).... and expensive too :( my wallet was literally murdered, slain, shot, whatever you wanna call it. its like there's a big FAT hole there now..i've got no more cash for the week :( what about dinners with baby and the movie we planned and the donuts we ordered!!!! arg!!! money money money... it makes people go hay-wires. its happening already!! lol.. had to bus home in the end, thank god for the 7 bucks in my ez-link card. well, at least it wasn't the worst of situations when we wanted to go home. that'll be if i had nothing in my card too... die.....hmmm... so besides the money issue, we had a good time.... good laughs, good photos, nice moments, and yes, of course not forgetting the classic birthday moment, the CAKE in the FACE gig. lol... hell, jonny was wearing the shirt that baby and i gave him for his birthday :( now its all dirty.. he BETTER use it again after its washed though ..the shirt's really cute :) it says, "AIYA DIED! DONKEYKONGEY"S HEAD HAS BEEN PAWNED FOR 200 GOLD".lol.i guess not everyone will get the joke when its written down... you gotta say it to get the effect.. and the effect can't be achieved by just anyone, its gotta be jonnay dokie :) jonny's a really funny guy when it comes to pronounciations..lol.. tongue twists?? maybe so... lol. oh yea, champange to top it all off after dinner.. cockage was 15 bucks times 2, think its quite standard. and dinner, amounted to about $300 plus. lol..ahem! lets just stick to fish and co. :) but yea, at least the food was good for the price we paid. well, one thing's for sure after last night. i'm gonna have to eat at home for the next few days.. i'm gonna be so bored being stuck at home till i get my pay next month.BUT, at least i've got baby's company :) heh heh...


hmmmm... apple laptop soon!!!!! woohoo!!! and baby says he's gonna share it with me.. that sly fox.. lol. he just wants to mess with the functions :) *hugs* i'm so looking forward to personalizing it. lol...itchy fingers, thats me! oh yea, and we found a new look for baby. he looks damn good in it too. but the change in wardrobe is gonna blow another hole in his pocket for sure :( so we'll take it one step at a time. :P yay! he just looks really classy in it. well, unlike some stupid ah bengs, he can actually pull off the look.you'll see.........my HAWT boyfriend :) lol, ciao!!!

fantastic 4 today :) it was alright i guess... lacked fighting scenes.. it was more of saving people from falling or getting hurt and all these kinda things. so yup..no super duper exciting fighting scenes for us today... but it was still nice :) had hotdogs today!!! utterly sinful and addictive.
walked around after and before the movie then left for hougang...

ok.. so this is where that embarassing scene happened.
boy(somewhat around 5 years old): mummy ah! i want to shi shi... (bloody hell, don't know why
they use such an aweful expression..geez)
*mom takes out tiny white plastic bag*... and when i say tiny, its tiny.
*grandma starts pulling down boy's pants while talking like she's the only one in the damn train*
*boy pees right smack in front of everyone*
and yup, everyone on the damn train was staring(the people in our section of the train that is.).. its so disgraceful. what happens if there's some pedophile... omg.. i don't even want to venture there.the lady is seriously dumb.. i mean, thats her child!!!! ok..so its none of my business.. but i think its a horrific sight. both of them should have known better.. they looked like perfectly educated people. well, i guess it depends on how you define educated.. but ya.. it was gross.
i mean, the stares they recieved throughout the journey all the way to hougang didn't even bug them a tinch bit.. urg...thinking about it makes me sick..and i can't help it cause i thought people would have known better by now... example, if the kid wants to pee, alight at the next station.. do it discreetly or bloody well look for a toilet for crying out loud... there should be one around. plus, the unsightly scene of her just holding onto the bag of pee that was clearly unstable.. well, thats the best way i can put it.. i mean, the bag's so small, the boy was seriously naughty..( i would have smacked the hell outta him...).. he was like messin around with his mom.. i was so damn disgusted.. hey! the pee looked as if it'd spill at the slightest wrong move. so i can hardly be blamed..urg... the next thing that came was just worst.....

3 stops before hougang,
boy: mummy, i want to pang sai!

WTF!! i swear, everyone on the train was just like ZOOP!!! the immediate stare.... ahha... thank god...nothing happened..k.. at LEAST they didn't go that far..they did have some form of brain after all. sheesh!

anyway, baby and i dropped by hougang mall awhile to get his speakers :) yay:) now watching movies will be way nicer:) woohoo!!! yup yup, got my tofu too... cravings again.. then, we went home after that..


on a very VERY BRIGHT note :) i had my very FIRST successful application for a university today :) lol... course for psychology...heh heh.. watch out world! here i come :) well, FINALLY!!! :) but i'm still gonna wait for the rest of the results from the other schools first before i make my decision :) yippee!!!! lol.. happy days :):):):)

Shrek was rather... AMUSING :) lol.. i mean its ridiculously funny but in a good way:)

so i had lunch with baby at fish and co. today... well, that was after my driving class with that shitty instructor...won't dwell on that now.. ahem, we ordered calamari!!! new york fish and chips!! ( i guess i kinda got sick of the taste after awhile.. don't know why though, i'm a cheese lover. ) it was like fish dipped in batter with cheese.....mmmmmm.. kinda hungry now :( haven't had dinner.. but oh well, the diet has to start again.. lol. oh yea, baby had his grilled salmon... his main purpose of going there.. lol... poor baby didn't have room for his oysters ..lol.. morning sickness he claims... btw, it was 1 plus in the afternoon :P went to check out the movie timings after that , then left for MDIS to check out the courses there. i mean, i need something that i can count on right now. enquired abit and yea, it didn't sound that bad.. UK cert.. the only bad thing is that the fee is really high, it being a private university and all. time for some shopping after that... went to wisma and taka after the movie and baby bout 2 shirts :) one's really cute... hope he posts pics soon... left for home at around 7. baby decided to cut his hair before we went home.. so yup.. it was one hell of a long cut.. but i guess it turned out ok... still looks good :) well, i'm gonna go off now :p THATS ALL FOLKS :):):)

aight...well people, i ain't boasting or anything k? but i'm just super duper happy tonight!!!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!! i'm dead tired, but i feel like celebrating!

lol..why you may ask??? cause i got an interview from NUS!!! i mean finally! well, its not entrance or anything, but at least its something right? i'm just happy i'm not really hanging on to some false hope anymore :) at least i've got something to look to now.. at least there's something..... a direction for me :) i'm just so happy now !!!!!! oh oh!! and...... i recieved my first pay today!!!!! double joy!!! lol... anyway, gotta prepare for tomorrow... OMG!! i'm so nervous... heard that the interviews are quite tough... oh dear... better prep up!!! :P daddy's fetching me tomorrow too :) so yup..its gonna be a busy busy day tomorrow.. plus i've gotta teach the boy at night.. so yup :)

ciao for now :) gotta go study for my FTT.. which is like tomorrow!!! .. wasted the free trial test on sunday cause i overslept... oh well :)

HI YA"LL!!! say hello to me! the girl without a university.. not even a private one. this is like the saddest, most pathetic thing that could ever happen to anyone.. k...i've had my say.. going now. FUCK.

NOTE!!!
1) i absolutely HATE people touching my stuff, let alone altering how it looks without my permission or not putting it back where it was originally found.

2) i hate people poking their noses into my business. care and concern has an extent, hell thats not even called care and concern, its called being a nosey fucker.

3) when you're in the fucking wrong, admit it. don't try changing the topic just because you're the one in the wrong this time.

4) and yes, did i mention NOT to bloody well touch my stuff?! DON'T TOUCH, as in LAY OFF, FUCK OFF, DON'T HAVE ITCHY FINGERS...CAUSE I SURE AS HELL DON'T GO AROUND MESSIN WITH YOUR JUNK. this doesn't have to turn nasty, all i ask is that you respect me enough. respect my things damn it!



ARG!!!! okay, to make things clear, this entry isn't exactly pint pointing anyone. so no offence. its personal. i need to scream. you know, to let everything out. i need to hit something, i need to scream.... yea...... that'll help a whole lot.. to scream somewhere where people won't think i'm a psycho. cause i think i'll really go mad just repeating myself over and over again to these morons. suggestions anyone??? anywhere on this bloody small island. just somewhere.......

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