Tuesday, March 27, 2007 ; 11:16 PMY
i am lost in you
will i ever be able to achieve my dream?
am i never good enough?
they say you're good. but you just don't cut it.
what does it take to live that dream?
maybe i was never meant to experience it.
but still, i yearn for it even more.
all i get are failures.
maybe they're signs.
or maybe in another way,
its like someone kicking you in the ass,
telling you to buck up.
i think its the former.
the latter just seems really ridiculous after everything.
just once.....
i wanna experience it... just once. is that too much?
or like i said.. maybe i'm just never good enough.
on the brighter side of things, i got the role that i auditioned for in media corp today. as in, yes, selected for the role.even i'm shocked. apparently i do look bitchy enough. hah!
but i guess its good. at least SOME things are still in my favour.
my feet hurt. thats the last ime i'm dancing barefooted...
well, if i do, the floor's gonna have to be clean.
the balls of my feet hurt cause of the repeated turns.
it was like so damn dirty and black earlier...disgusting.
feels good to finally have a bath. love this feeling man, so fresh.. :)
oh yea, and i love pancakes. she's so adorable. :) such a lil baby... awwwww :P
jewie and dutchess have a new friend :) nono, wait, they have a new sister :) haha!