Wednesday, February 14, 2007 ; 11:35 AMY
i am lost in you
i'm searching...............
searching for that person or something that can enlighten me.
something's missing in my life...
that paticular something that used to enrich my life so much..
all i feel is emptiness now.
maybe its just me i guess.
and no, i'm not going nuts.
all the laughter and fun, keeps my attention away from the matter at hand.
its good, cause it doesn't make me think as much.
so, thanks to all out there who've been good friends to me. you guys really help.
and of course, thanks to my baby, who's busy but never fails to try his best to be there for me.
i know i can be a bitch or a brat or whatever you want to call it.
i'm still trying to change that about myself. no lies.
everyone has flaws yea?the road to perfection.
i'm a miserable person.. whats all this shit thats going on with me.
i have all that i need, but there's still something missing. and i can't find it.
so call me a brat, but its fustrating! i need it soon before i explode.
there's only so much that a person can handle after all. i'm only human.
everyone has their own problems everytime i guess.
i've had problems before, but none which i couldn't handle.
guess this is it.
nothing's going right for me now. its like my whole world is collasping on me.
anyway, just needed to get that off my chest. this is a blog after all, sorta like a diary.
my personal bitching partner.hah!
another thing,
Valentine's day is so over-rated.
don't you agree?
this is oh so annoying, urg.. oh so boring. bleah!!
SO SUE ME.
But i suppose...on a brighter and much happier note, its our 9th month together today(well,sorta) :p
and yes, of course, happy valentine's day to us. *hugs and kisses to you* <33333333