Thursday, February 08, 2007 ; 11:27 PMY
i am lost in you
haven't been updating for the past 2 days or so cause it was bloody uneventful and i was feeling rather shitty. yup, thats right. it was so bad that i didn't even feel like bitching bout it here.. it wouldn't have helped like it did on other occasions. lol. today was tiring!! lol..i seem to wanna bitch bout everything huh? if there's nothing to do, i'll bitch...if life's hectic, i'll still bitch. wth..lol. oh well, guess thats because we all seek satisfaction.don't ya think?...or maybe its just me. hah! what the heck. aight. lol.not really thinking properly right now. so damn exhausted. spent almost a full day doing stuff. in the morning,i had the usual chore of playing that darn instrument. ate some lunch. then left the house to go for ballet. have to train hard for the exam in march. lol..last minute preps once again.oh my! come to think of it, i think i'm practicing almost everyday..and now i know why my damn blisters arn't healing. haha! damn retarded...practicing the dance so much..every little detail that i never really bothered to look at is haunting me now, ever since my teacher started pint pointing all those minor details! "again!! again!! again!!"she says....bleah... its hard work for lil ol' unflexible me. oh well, i'm gonna do this right! and that means i gotta train hard!! sobs... haiz... went to meet baby, min and car at bishan after class. had to change cause i was all stinky..ewwww...i know. but i came prepared to freshen up! haha! had to go and teach tuition at 6.30pm you see? lol. so we all ate subway...sorry min and car..u two didn't really have a choice.lol. john and i are addicted to subway!! i think car's the saddest one lah.. the poor soul has to go to pizza hut with min everytime and when she meets me, its subway. haha. i'll shake off the subway thing:) don't worry.lol.. but i don't seem to be getting sick of it yet.. so yea.. not anytime soon k?:) haha. just bear with it. whaha.. but i don't mind eating pizza hut :) yummm.. haven't eaten that in quite awhile... hmmmmm...arg!!!! stop it safy!!! diet diet diet! meow.. its at times like this when i wanna be like one of those chicks who can eat like pigs and not grow fat! like wtf! i need their genes for a day or something. or maybe for more than a day??? :P hehe. left for tuition at 6 plus after walking around abit and helping baby find a formal shirt for his presentation.
hmmm.. and i thought there was supposed to be rehearsals for the musical for tomorrow.. but it seems like its on saturday and sunday instead.. so there goes my weekend nights... it just flew out of the window, just like that. meow...nevermind, its only till early april and plus its something new to me so i don't mind the EXTRA effort :) and to all those out there who are gawking at my extra effort(you know who you are) ..shoo! dumb asses! lol. i can be hardworking k.. :P hmmm... and this has got to be the best part of today's entry! lol..good news for me!! meeting baby tomorrow again!! since he couldn't find his shirt today, we'll be going to bugis tomorrow! well, after my dance class that is.. eeeeee. gotta bring stuff to change again...haiz..thats life. aight. at least there's something for me to do to keep me from thinking..i've been stressing too much these days.. oh well.. ciao!
fuck.. i realised that having your boyfriend in poly is exactly the same as having him in the bloody army. this is bloody crap.