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well, i'm going off to hk tomorrow morning at 8am. gotta wake up early and therefore, i'm gonna sleep rather "early tonight". going shopping the moment we touch down..and who knows what plans my parents have next. i'll miss my baby so much though..muacks!! i'll get something for you k??... 6 long days. :( haiz... <3<3<3... i miss my pups too ...hmmm...aights, be back soon!!!

yay! as of today, SAT is finally over! lol..didn't need to study for it.. so the stress didn't come from there. lol...but sitting in that air con room for 5 or 6 hours straight is torture..with only two 5 minute breaks! couldn't even go to the toilet..the horror.. my butt hurts from sitting down too long.lol..plus, after yesterday's yoga, i really feel the effects today.

i was damn tired today..woke up at 5 plus in the morning just to prepare for the test... shit lah. and the test got delayed cause they were slow at registering everyone... the queue extended till the stairs(which is damn far away) ...was practically fallin asleep during the test. so nice and cold somemore.. plus, it rained! hmmmmm... shiok!!! but oh well, can't sleep now can i? especially after paying so much for this damn test.. so had to tahan the whole way. stamina training!!!! 10 seperate papers with individual timing..i swear..my hands hurt after not writing like that for such a long time. oooo!!! but the Math was damn bloody easy.. betcha even a primary 6 student would be able to do it. lol..i think. the English on the other hand, AHEM! i've got no comment. haha..

met my baby at hougang mall after that.. and ate long john's there for lunch.. went home after that.. then, to church and FINALLY, to cut our hair...lol.. :P

and the day's over.lol..lazy to type today cause i'm damn tired..not used to the 5am thing anymore.lol..ciao!

ok...i saw the freakiest thing today and i'm not being mean.. just so you know. well, i was at kovan with baby buying some cheese sausages for breakfast, and the lady serving us had no eyebrows!! seriously..NOTHING! ithink i'm rather amused :) best part, instead of eyebrows, there were two thin red lines drawn there. my gosh.. she looked like some drawing come to life!!!! whaha.. ok.. i'm gonna stop it.. lol..guilty already.. anyways, rushed out of the house after piano lessons to meet baby.. than went to kovan and had the weird incident..

ok..after that.. we went to raffles place for some hot yoga!!! well, actually i went for hot yoga and baby went to try out the gym. :) i swear, hot yoga is seriously damn tiring.. i never even knew i could stretch to that limit..bloody hell.. the instructor was funny though :) and super toned...skinny, but very strong..heard he lifted some 100kg man. whaha.. i'll die. super amazing. well, so the room temperature was raised gradually from 35 degrees to 45 degrees.. damn hot! i was perspiring a whole lot.. lucky we could take a shower there after that. nice place really! :)

after that, went to newton to the ballet class. had to like stay for two classes cause they needed help..so oh well, since i promised.. i'll keep my word. :P baby waited for me again!! yay! he's so nice to me .. even bought me a rose :) sweety....lol.. he owes me for yesterday anyways.. hmph! lol..but i think i got my revenge already :) so everything's peachy again now .whaha. and no, i wasn't being mean.. just being fair, right baby??? :P hmmm... went to kovan again.. but for dinner this time. had pizza hut.. yumm :) then, i went to baby's crib to hang awhile.... bobbadie bob bob! lalalalala... its fun chilling with baby.. just that i don't have him around as much anymore..so gotta cherish the time we spend together.. lol .. thats life after all. ok..so thats that!!! and i'm exhausted for the day... sigh... think i'm gonna turn in early..

SAT tomorrow! someone help me pls...! desperate pleas for help.. i always tend to dig my own graves..and this is one of it.. i'm soooo dead.. meow... lets see how it goes then.. no turning back now, is there?

first of all... let me start off by bitching bout how damn tired i am today!!!! erm, don't mind the language. arg!! i'm exhausted.. mentally, physically...whatever..i'm just dead tired... if i go lie down now, i'll just sleep straight away.. meow... alright.. done! see? i don't bitch much.. lol.

okie!! summarise the day time!!! the usual piano practices in the morning..i swear its a chore.. then, left the house at around 12pm to meet baby and jonny at TP. its quite fast to get there by bus:) i mean, i just realised it today.. so sue me! hmmm.. so i reached early and waited like an idiot at the bus stop..i swear..i was so out of place there with my dance stuff. no way in hell i'm going into the poly..wasn't really the usual "thick skinned" me today.lol. jonny skipped school!!! that bugger.. so his dad fetched him to the bus stop and we waited awhile before john FINALLY showed up... stupid teacher of his...screw her/him lah..it held baby back so late... meow... okie..than we made our way to subway at tampines.. cause they were SUPPOSED to be having some free givaway of cookies..according to john that is... in the end, we paid for everything.. wtf! but oh well, at least the meal was good.. i swear i'm in love with subway :) after that, baby and i went to newton...and yes, all the way from tampines..bloody long journey.. nvm... had to go there to teach ballet... or at least learn to become a teacher.. first hand experience yea? teaching kids who're 3 yrs of age was.. quite fun.. at that age, they're aight.. not too bad yet.. till they start yelling for mommy that is.. haha. oh well, kids! haiz... 45 minutes class... then went down to meet baby..he waited for me till the class ended..it was so sweetof him know??? ..love him to bits <3 *hugs and kisses* yay!!! than we both headed down to raffles place(true yoga) to go for a hip hop class trial!!! it was kinda fun :) good workout.. the place is seriously damn nice... doubt baby really enjoyed the dance though.. he's not the dancing type...but he likes the environment there and the gym of course. so next time, he'll go to the gym and i'll go for dance :) so its all cool! lol.

ah yes, before i forget... john!!!!!! you die! you ass!!!! the water was freezing lah! i'm so gonna get my revenge..my teeth were chattering like there's no tomorrow... meow.. it was so cold!! brrrrr... just wait..one day..... ok..you see?we went swimming earlier and that moron threw me into the pool!!! just after i said it was damn cold.... hmph... i better not get a flu..lol...but it was fun :) bob bob bob!!! :) our new word for the day.. BOB!..lol.

man, i'm super tired after the whole day!!!!!!!!! ...lol..opps..here i go again..better stop here..this basically sums up today anyways :P

basically, started the day quite normally(note: normal=boring) . air-con repair man comes over, dog barks like there's no tomorrow... played with the neighbour's kid... yes, i admit he's kinda entertaining and i find him somewhat adorable..but kids can get oh so irritating at times, especially when they want something that they know(or maybe don't know) that they can't have.. he's not my brother after all.. so i have no say :) the poor kid was kinda screaming the whole day.. headache!!

at 3pm, had my piano tuition..and i clearly sucked as usual.. don't know why i keep torturing myself.. maybe its because i only have 1 grade left after coming all this way..WTF!! its not getting any easier..especially for someone who despises it.. i rather play for leisure. but who knows, there is a 1% chance of me becoming a piano tutor..haha.. but if i gotta teach someone like me, i'd most probably die.. how i pity my piano teacher.. oh well... hmmm...after that was done, i went to get ready cause i had to meet joyce at dhoby by 6pm.. and i don't know why i'm always late. lol.. i was early today though!!! yay for me :) joyce was super funny.. lol..all the silly things that we do.. love that girl:) after that, we made our way to outram park station .. you know, SGH? to visit my dear moth!! ooo!!! meeting my two besties..could my day get any better? lol. penny had her knee op yesterday..poor thing.. but now she's better :) so its cool. she even checking out tomorrow cause the doc says she's made alot of improvements..hmmm... left there with joyce at around 8.30pm cause joyce was really tired... i swear..poly sucks.. it takes up too much of ppl's lives.. but who am i to judge.. oh well.. but their holidays are long..so its good.lol. i'll never understand this.

oh yea, 4 faith gathering soon!!! as soon as those darn poly holidays come.. damn it... how i despise it too.

well, my weekend was rather eventful.. spent most of my time in UAN though:) and not a moment of regret too :) yay! ok..here goes.. summary time!!

Saturday...
...ok..wasn't a very good day to begin with... but it can be said that it got better ... slightly better? yup.. thats it. nothing really went the way we( baby and i) planned it. so it was kinda screwed at first... nah..! lets not go there.. ok..moving on, oh yes... met soks and lewis for dinner!! yay to that. :) met them at city hall mrt station then we headed off to raffles city to eat... had subway again! but i love it! was kinda nice meeting up with them again.. soks's still as cheery as ever :) damn funny and cute!..oooo!!! haha .. the both of them !!! ahem... quite entertaining indeed. :P we shall meet up soon again...but this time, we'll call more ppl :) fun time!!!! lol. so after dinner, baby and i left and headed to UAN. went to watch the last dance planet and unplug night at newton.. they're moving :( heard the next outlet will only be ready in march.. so we'll be doin all our stuff at other places now..oh well, just have to wait. oooo!!! pole dancing that night! it was hot in there!! lol.. funny too :) all kena sabo. guys were the poles... girls did their thing.. two couples.. go figure.. :P lots of talents there alright.. fun fun :) heard it was great..sadly, i couldn't stay for the whole thing.. had to leave at 8.30pm.. so i left with baby and we cabbed home and hung at his place for awhile.. alright..the day ended pretty well at least :)

Sunday...
ok..church in the morning cause i missed it on saturday for UAN. lol... yea! i'm in a musical now:) one of the dancers. cool...but i gotta catch up..they started rehearsing in december!!! arg! safy what the heck are u doin??!! killing myself with loads of stuff! but hell, i love dance :) yay..so its cool .. hehe.. hmmmm... oh yes.. after church, went to hougang mall to eat breakfast at han's... well, breakfast there was.....not bad actually.. decent :) left for ballet after that.. came home after ballet at 1.30pm... dunno why it was especially hard to get a cab home today.. stupid road..all of a sudden all the cabs dissapeared..just when i needed one badly...meow.. :( rushed home to bathe and freshen up and then left at 3pm again with baby to go take pictures at the esplanade :) he's such a good photographer.. hire him sometime :) after that, we left to UAN again for the jumble sale and of course to help some ppl get their registration for the constellation hunt done.. u guys know who you are... no names mentioned in case you want it to be kept private.. i might get beaten up if i spill the beans you see? lol..tsk tsk. yup..went home after getting some stuff from my friend's stall..she insisted!!! so i ended up getting quite a few things free... its good to go to a jumble sale when its ending.cause ppl just wanna get rid of their stuff and fast!!! :P cabbed back to hougang mall AGAIN for dinner... had macs.. damn full!!! well, i was hungry..didn't get lunch..ok..thats about it for today.. oh yea.. and dance floor auditions were so not entertaining lah!!! and to think i was actually looking forward to it..dang!



p.s.
3 visits to hougang mall in one day!!! madness... it just might be a second home... how sad... well, at least there's food :P

ok..so uan's shifting.. this weekend's gonna be the last in newton.saturday's unplug night and dance planet :) gonna go support em..yay! i absolutely luuve the place and the people there :) really fun and warm environment... wanted to join the dance planet, cause frankly, i can't sing for nuts..so yea, dancing it is!!!... but its so rushy.. have to be ready by tomorrow. :( i'd love to join, but i'm still sick!!! i'm a sick sick duck! lol. oh yes, anyone interested in singing chinese songs??? if u make it to the final round of auditions, u'll get auditioned by those heavyweights from hong kong and/or taiwan.. lol.. cool right? and if u win, u'll get a recording contract in HONG KONG! so ppl out there reading this... if u wanna join the constellation hunt, tell me quick! registrations end in feb. its some constellation hunt for the next asian chinese singer.. and i'm serious. not joking k? lol. so if ur really interested..make up ur mind quick.must sing a chinese or cantonese song decently.. yup yup.. thats it :)

so my week starts on a tuesday.. not like any other average person.. but its all good... gives me monday to rest.. so today, followed my mom to her slimming centre in katong to get my facial done while she went for her slimming programme. i think its a rip off though.. the slimming thing doesn't seem to be workin for many ppl there... eeeks. then, i went for the modelling class again.but i was early..so i slacked around for awhile before yi han arrived..finally!! some company.lol.. and oh boy, nixem was at it again today. funny guy..one minute he's laughing and all and the next, he's errupting.. so yup.. thats about it.. finished class at bout 8.40pm.. completely dying because of the exercises he made us do to warm up.. damn it.. and here ppl thought that fashion modelling had nth whatsoever to do with vigorous exercise..hah!well, think again man! .. meow.... :) reached home at approximately 10pm.. bloody long train ride . and my wallet's dying.have to top up the stupid ez link card so damn often.. i swear, adult fares!! arg!!! haiz... my butt and thighs hurt now..lol.. teaching ballet tomorrow again and this time, its gonna be at cairnhill cc. just nice ... can cross the road and go to UAN straight after... quite convenient indeed.whahaha.. oh yea, and there's this free trial membership for one week on now!! dance class and fitness! cool..i'm so in... anyone else wants in?? lol. supposed to be a dance session there tomorrow from 11-12pm.. but.. i think i'll be too tired after the whole day of activities..it'll probably leave me half dead..so i'll pass on that for now.. but its such a waste though..heard the teacher is one of the judges from the dancefloor.. ahhhh!!! safy! control yourself!!! the urge!! okie... before i change my mind bout not going... ciao!

well, this has to suck..i know i've been bitching alot lately..but here i go again..sorry to all of you reading the blog.. not a very happy place..lol.. anyways, went for ballet today and i think i either pulled or broke a ligament or muscle in my thigh!!! ... which one? i don't know... shit lah... i clearly felt/heard the snap.. i hope its nothing serious.... we'll see how it is tomorrow morning, since these things normally only take effect the next morning...damn...i hope it doesn't hurt too badly till i can't walk. :( .. why, oh why must weird things like this happen at times like these..and there's always a "best" part to it , that is, my teacher told me to go teach ballet tomorrow in the school..something about gaining teaching experience? haha..thats funny.. i don't think i can do any exercises now man.. it might just end up getting worst.. the thigh feels weird.... not as flexible as before even if i wasn't very flexible to begin with ..did i lose whatever flexibility i ever had in the first place??? sobs :( ... die... back to square one again.....dangit!!! arg!!! *grumbles* pain pain pain pain PAIN! .. worst still, next week is supposed to be my fun week :( all the activities and stuff....arg!!!!!!!!!!! life's a bitch.... don't you agree?

so today, went to orchard with baby to visit that modelling agency for the ads.. but then again, i forgot the most important thing thats needed whenever you go for auditions..the pictures!!!!! i'm such a blur block, i know... haiz.. so yes, i'll just have to send it in by email..but had to go down there anyways to fill in forms today...arg!! and we got lost while making our way there..apparently parklane mall sounded alot like park mall ..and yes, we went there and ended up at some education centre..thats so wrong..haha.. yup yup.. went to watch a movie with baby after that at plaza sing. went to watch pan's labyrinth!!!! yay! quite gruesome indeed...ewwww...i think i was squeezing his hand the whole way.. lol..sorry baby.. but it was kinda freaky.. lets just hope the both of us can sleep tonight...and no!!we're not scaredy cats!! we just don't fancy them horror movies that much..but this one had fantasy in it :) so its good :) lol.. well, the movie lasted longer than expected.. and so for that, i had to miss church..gotta wake up early to go for the one tomorrow at 9.30am.. just before my ballet. but!!!! i get to meet baby again :) <3<3 hearts hearts!!!! we're gonna get breakfast too!! that pig.. he better wake up tomorrow or i'll go over and throw him off the bed.(well, i'll try!! lol.) heee :) thats it for today! till tomorrow people....

this is just "great"...just great..... nothing's really going right now. problems everywhere..its like some disease thats eating me inside out..it sounds sick, i know.. well, i need a cure and fast. cause this really isn't helping. its just making everything worse as days pass.i'm like in a world of my own.. its a feeling of lifelessness. no desire to go out, no desire to talk to people(i'm normally quite good at this as you all know).. when will this all end... i notice that i always just wanna stay home and stare at the four walls... fucking boring pls.. but since i don't feel like doing anything else..haiz.. thats the only thing left to do. i pray this is just a phase i'm going through.. cause its rather psycho.. all the mood swings and unstable emotions.. emotions running wild i suppose? it is taking a toll on people around me..yea..somewhat like that.. i pray it'll end soon..it feels selfish of me to be like this, especially when its affecting him the most.. i know the last thing he needs now is the extra stress.. so i'm gonna do my best.. trust me people.. as the saying goes, you need to help yourself before anyone can help you right?... so yes, i believe the solution is within me :) i just needa dig it out!!!! whahahaha..ok... see? madness coming into place.. well, thats all i have to bitch about today.. just needed to get that off my chest. :)

went for my first day of tuitioning today.. so yea, officially my first day being a tuition teacher.the area was like super ooolu!!! thank god i had proper transport. plus the rain, yikes.. if i went there on my own. i don't think i'll ever get there... super deep in. anyways, tuition was...not bad actually :) taught a secondary 1 kid. he was like super quiet.. arg!! i'd prefer if he talked more.. than i'll know what he's thinking bout.dang...but it was kinda funny and i'm not bragging or anything but whatever math that was super common sense to me, like basics, was alien to him.. and it was kinda hard to set the pace right. had to teach him all those basics..but at least i'm teaching him and not the other way around.. phew.. the syllabus change isn't that bad after all. don't really have any experience see? but.. i think i'll get the hang of it soon. well, in person, the parents seemed like nice people unlike when they were talking to me over the phone.. sounded so fussy...eewww... yup..but who knows, this is only the first time. lets see how it goes i guess.... cya~!

ok..so yesterday blogspot was screwed and today was rather uneventful... i guess i'll be blogging bout whatever happened yesterday instead then. so, yesterday i followed john to ubi to sign up for his driving. yay:) we're gonna get our license together.lol. then again, the lady said he couldn't take the theory basic test on the same day cause it was full. so he'll have to take it on the 21st. damn...and we only signed up a day apart.didn't expect the slots to be occupied so fast :( but anyways, we'll still be doing it within the same time period..so its fine. yup yup yup, then we made our way to dhoby to have some dinner and then i left for UAN. arg!!! Nixem really made us work.lol. haven't done exercise in so long and he made us like cat walk up and down the runway god knows how many times. everywhere hurts!!! my legs,shoulders,neck, u name it. but it was fun though. AND he's gonna teach us how to get our abs fast!! :) we had to like do exercise in class somemore... but i'm not complaining.lol..at least i'm finally gonna get some abs..woohoo! oh yes.. i MUST mention this.. nixem walks better in 4 inch heels than any of us girls...mati!! lol..basically, one minute he's macho and the next he's really feminine and sexy..lol.professionalism!!! one's gotta admit, he's good!!! and quite classy indeed... and no, i'm not mad.. seriously!!! lol. UAN's really fun.. i mean, it gives the warm feeling..like you belong there. its quite cool really..like a second family perhaps? yup yup...went home feeling really tired after everything.. but the best part is, i'm going back for more. lol..despite the body aches.ouch....ow ow ow....hurts until now lah.. but i managed to crawl out of bed this morning though.lol.yay for me! HAH!!! next week.. tuesdays's modelling, wednesday's acting and friday's hip hop!!! here i come!!!! haha. can't go for singing on thursday though.. gotta give tuition to some kid. math tution.. well, at least there's cash inflow from somewhere. :) yipee!!that means more shopping!!!!! ok..so bimbo..i'm gonna stop it...eeeks.lol. aight.. gonna go now...ciao

baby's sick!!!!!!! poor thing :( and plus he has to finish so much of work instead of resting up..hai.. hope he gets better fast :)... and my body's so gonna hurt come tomorrow morning...nixem really tortured us lah... it was expected cause i'm still frickin unfit!! lol..so pain..plus he was teaching us how to get abs so we ended up doin work outs during class too :( my tummy area hurts... my legs hurt... my shoulders hurt.. basically everywhere hurts..lol..had to walk up and down the stupid runway like don't know how many times. plus with the irritating bright lights and cameras everywhere.. it was so damn pressurizing lah!! yen and i were totally creeped out.. shit!!!! they were doing some documentary apparently.. and they just had to do it tonight.... :( wth...arg!!! my body really really hurts! so so unfit.... :( nixem says we gotta use his technique and get abs in like a week..how the hell am i gonna do that man...AND! and apparently i learnt today that what we call fats is in fact water retention...so to everyone out there including myself, yes, we're never fat.. its always only water retention or so says nixem..lol...trust him.. he has a seriously fab body. arg!!!! did i mention he cat walks better in 4 inch heels than we do?! arg!!!!!!!! come to think of it, its kinda scary.lol. but he does it oh so well...basically one minute he's macho and the next he's damn sexy doing the cat walk.. professionalism?? i hope thats all it is..lol..but he's really nice!!!! so i'm not gonna be mean. he's gonna get me my abs fast anyway.. one couldn't ask for more. :) yay!!! i'm super excited lah.. gonna go for acting tomorrow and than for dance on next friday!!!! can't wait..damn fun. :) although i know i'm gonna get my body aches like crazy... heck, i'm gonna do it anyways!! :) i feel like a kid lah..seriously. hopefully this way i'll get better at this, than i can start passing those tests that they keep throwing our way so damn unexpectedly... hmmmmm...yea! john signed up for his driving today! so the 3 of us will be doing it at the same time..i hope :) cause his test date is later for the theory...signed up on different days see? gosh, didn't know the theory test date slots would be taken up so fast. its only a day's difference when we both signed up.. damn... but nvm!!! its the same time period..we WILL get our license together :) heh heh heh...urg..think i'm gonna go lie down now..and hopefully i'll be able to get out of bed tomorrow...see ya

hey! its not as bad as it sounds...i admit, i've been rather bitchy these few days....well, its not my fault!!!! go on and blame my being a girl. lol..i think its either pms or just unstable emotions. i think i'm going nutsy kuku..haha.. but i have really patient friends..how i love them so. heeeee:) they take on anything i throw their way anytime anywhere..i've got great company:) yay!!! ok, before their heads swell to too much of an extent, ahem!!! so lets see, about today...min and i went to register for our driving licenses..paid like $152 and some $6 charge for the test..worst part is,i had to come out with the cash:( now, i clearly swore i wouldn't use my card anymore..... but it was a life or death situation k!! i need that license...damn...just have to find a way to extort from the parents.... heh heh...i desperately need a refund... i'm a good girl, i don't like to spend my money...must save!! :P went to hougang mall after that to get car and min something to eat... KFC!!! she isn't supposed to eat chicken...that stubborn cow...lol..oh well, than i went home to bathe cause i had to meet john at 5 to hang out awhile before leaving for dinner.. was supposed to meet soks and lewis at dhoby for dinner..but it turned out that lewis was very sick and john was really tired.. so didn't wanna push it..postponed our outing to sunday instead..i trust everyone will be well rested by then ya? since we were already out of the house and CHANGED, decided to go to kovan for some roti prata...lucky we weren't dressed too extravagantly.. it'll be damn ridiculously funny man.lol. john had thosai and i had the usual plain prata .oh!! oh!! ordered that paper prata too!!! and it was so damn oily!!! felt like puking right after. thats the last time i'll eat the paper prata there. but dinner overall was cheap and good! very worth it indeed. :) went back early so john could finish his work.. stupid school's giving him so much of work to do:( irritating hell!!! k.. i'm being kiddy here.... enough of that ....hmmmm...lets see what else... oh yes, played bball ,so that was my form of exercise for the day... toner body, here i come!!! tired myself out so i think i'm gonna sleep early ... thats all for today i suppose... and yea..going back to UAN tomorrow for modelling class...nixem's really gonna kill us if we suck...die..i think he's gay btw. i know its mean but what else can we expect from a guy who trains ppl in that industry...but he's funny!! so its all good :) seriously can't wait for the dance class to start....okay... gonna rest up for now...tata











i'm dreaming with you tonight
till tomorrow,and for all of my life.
cause there's no where in the world that i'd rather be,
than here in my room, dreaming with you endlessly. :)

i had a much better day today thanks to him:) .really, thanks for going out today just for that purpose..it means alot to me. he always knows what to do during times like that.... and i always feel better right after. he's always there for me, sometimes, it makes me feel bad cause it feels like i'm a bad girlfriend or something. i can never be there for him as much as he is for me cause of so many obstacles in my life...shitty....haiz..ok!!! i'll do my best to make him happy:) yay!!! see?!?! ok...moment of madness there... anyways,this is a summary of my better day..lol... met baby at ard 4 plus and we made our way to dhoby to hang out awhile. went to subway to get some dinner for him and then we walked around somemore:) lol. lets see, then we finally left at around 7.30 and i made my way to jaja's place for the class gathering.
well, all in all, it was not bad actually. played card games,ate,fooled around..you know, all the things that we do during gatherings... but the best part was meeting up with all those long lost friends, those who didn't stay with us throughout the 2 years. oh dear, i miss them sooooo much!!!!!! lol..shall call them out more...yay:) and dang, we didn't get to eat the CHOCOLATE fondue at jaja's place cause we were in a hurry to go home.such a sin, i know.... but we got a lift from js. pretty dangerous since he just got his license... but yea!!!! i don't care..trust him enough..lol... plus, its good news.its another friend who can drive!! woohoo!!! easier to get transport home anytime:)... dropped min and car off at chomps...man, they went to eat again..those pigs!!!!!!! lets just hope they arn't reading this now, shall we? ... :p aights!!!! thats about it for the day.... not very exciting..but still fun.. days just MIGHT start getting better...don't ya think? :) happy day for now...

BORING.
MONOTONOUS.
FUCKED.
SCREWED UP.
LIFELESS.
EMOTIONLESS.

yea.whatever you wanna call it. that basically sums up today. i'm a mess. saturdays are a fucking bore. i need a life,seriously. i hate the state i'm in...its days like this when every single damn thing in life pisses you off. i never used to be like this.. whatever happened to me. hell, don't feel like typing anymore now. bye.





class gathering tomorrow...bbq. lets see how it goes.

yup, the title says it all. i'm damn unhealthy! played ball in tp with john and his friends today... oh yea, thanks for playing guys!!! :) anyways, it was damn bad, all i did was run around for while and i was panting like some mad animal. my stamina's gone!!!! all of it!! *sobs* well, at least i can still shoot abit, not that bad yet. i'm dead tired after today man, and i didn't even play much. sian..... i'm like in an indescribably pathetic state. meowwwmeeeemoooo...dang.. can't stop saying that these days. think everytime i say that john tries to hide his face.lol :p oooo...how i love bullying him!!! cooled off after bball in the IT school canteen..had to go there cause it rained.. that sucked. could have played longer but nvm. The food in the school's not bad actually.. better than in CJ..ARG!!! stupid man in white.. ban this, ban that.. he's the fat one and yet we all have to diet.. fried food once a week.. how sad... its complete torture i tell u, soggy food for the rest of the week. :( should have gone to poly...dang. so, enough of that. made our way to TM to meet jonny dokie and 2 other guys. didn't have appitite so ate only when i got back to hougang. FISH SOUP :) i swear, john got me addicted.. i get addicted to food oh so easily man.lol. i'm a sucker for food. :):) thats all i suppose.. but a fun day in all. just gotta have more days like this. exercise more... good good.hmmmm.. shhiiittt.... i just remembered, promised myself i'd start studying for SAT today:( .. i'm guilty..so bite me.. oh well...all's well,i'll start studying tomorrow instead!!! whahahaha. :P gonna collect my late christmas present tomorrow from min. gotta choose :) must be thick skin abit. lol. then again, she'd most probably kick me...see? this is the kinda friend i have..tsk tsk... lol.. love her anyways ;) yayee... gonna meet her tomorrow :) minnie gu!!! okie dokie, gonna stop nagging here for today :)

OMG!!!! today has seriously got to be the most draggy day ever! i got out of bed at like 9 plus which is complete madness to begin with. i'm on holiday for crying out loud. *sobs* as a matter of fact, i got KICKED out of bed by my mom.. how sad is that. so basically, crawled out of bed, glued my eyes to the tv till twelve...showered in between of course.. sheesh. had brunch at 12, and glued my eyes to the com for the rest of the day. seriously, i was bored out of my mind. itchy hands and feet!!!!!! i need to get something interesting to do.
everyone's like going back to school today *oh joy...* , friends are working.. and me?? well, NOTHING. there, its a problem. see? lol.. oh yes, but i've got a solution!!! gonna be a tutor starting next week. starting with a sec 3 boy apparently. well, lets see who drives who nuts first. whahaha :P spoke to his mom, and oh man, the dude was asleep at 10pm...shiiit..is that early or is that EARLY? ...those were the days alright, poor guy. The mom really seemed super unfriendly on the phone but the pay's $200 for 4 sessions so its aight. not bad indeed, IF and only if i survive the first 4 sessions. i'll be teaching her son anyways, don't have to deal with her until payday. :) it'll be hilarious if i can't answer his questions.. tutor being tutored...embarassing shit :( ok...TIME TO REVISE!!! gotta dig those books out from 5 feet under..hope they're still around man..anyways, whatever, we'll see how it goes cum next week. i hope i get it right.. don't wanna ruin my ex-tutor's rep too.. he recommended me to them after all. ladidadida...okie dokie :) thats abt it. day's over.. FINALLY!!! tomorrow's gonna be much much more interesting :) gonna meet baby and we're gonna play bball with his friends.. but only right after i extort cash from jonny.whahaha. he owes me christmas lunch.. :) heard the food and desserts in TP are quite good.. we'll see tomorrow :) food food food food... yum..my heaven. happy day tomorrow..lol. woohoo!... ciao for now :)

i'm back!!!!!! and i'm here to stay. lol. guess i decided to start blogging again, till i get bored of it that is. :p.. but for now, safy is in da house! lol. wow, so much has happened for the past few months. no com and all. man, that sucked. anyway, everything's changed now. life's getting better i suppose :) bought quite alot of new stuff. lol. my bank account's going broke!! heellllp!!!!! i need to like start playin 4D or something . who knows k, maybe i'll get lucky, just like those lucky asses who got some cash out of it.. heh heh. i need it man. danggit. or maybe i'll just get a job... dreadful..but hey, the cash inflow is guaranteed! 7 months of vacation is just so darn long. and there i was finding all means to skip school when i was in one... call me crazy, but i actually miss the place. see, this is how it goes, staying home is just plain boring. so i'd go out. going out for me=shopping spree=bigger hole burnt in my lil sad ass wallet. get the picture? lol.. i gotta get some form of a recreation before i go nuts man.lol. S'pore's boring after awhile. don't u agree? its so tiny that i'm running out of places to go oh so quickly. everywhere you go, its the same old shit. sigh... oh yea. SAT's commin soon. not sure how to study for it though. everyone knows the English is super hard and the math on the other hand, is on the other end of the spectrum. weird eh. but i need it. just in case. so note to self: i got to study abit for this. i'm a good girl :) shan't waste the money i spent on this :) :) :) heeeee:) see? in fact, i'm gonna start tomorrow!!! *i hope* exam's on the 27th of this month. its gonna help me get into smu. if i wanna go there at the end of the day that is. lol. i wanna go NUS badly!!! wonder how my results for A's will turn out. apparently, i'm not very confident...sobs. its a scary thought. *crosses fingers* but lets hope for the best shall we? lol . oh oh!!! i'm going overseas again soon :) to hong kong this time around. lol. they have the latest fashion there! i'm gonna shop like mad i tell u. i'll buy back souveniers for everyone too of course. i'm nice!!! * well, if i don't, i'll get beaten up by them anyways...don't really have a choice* lol.. kiddin :) aight then...i'll stop here for now. till next time people :)












to love and be loved.
we will overcome any obstacle together.
we've come so far,
i won't give up till the very end, that i promise you.
it'll only get better.
the past- it'll always be there, both sad and happy memories.i'll never forget.
the present- we'll keep moving forward. :)
the future- you and me, forever :) :)

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fishay!!
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5th April '88.
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Bball.
dance.
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