Friday, September 23, 2005 ; 10:43 AMY
i am lost in you
alright..so i haven't updated in awhile.. can't help it.. promos tomorrow.. the beginning of the end? hope not. i'm gonna try my best. just hope its good enough...okay..back to today.. practically ponned a whole day of classes..well..cept for three? mugged in da library... the quiet surroundings were simply perfect.. class was relatively empty. mth much..won't be updating anymore till the exams are over.. till then, we'll see...
Wednesday, September 14, 2005 ; 6:08 PMY
i am lost in you
yippee!!!! haha...got to stay home today... mugged from 12pm.. nearly got brain fried.. i'm going psycho just studying.. now...how am i gonna get a damn MC..... my attendance to the doc's clinic is like super every year at this time.. training my acting skills.. well..it works.. what brilliance.. woohoo! *dances ard*.. whahahah.. wells..opportunity costs... decisions..sacrifices.. its starting again..the never ending cycle... my life.
*rescue myself..independence is DA factor*
Monday, September 12, 2005 ; 6:10 AMY
i am lost in you
BOOKS!!! many many books! the horror.. knuckle down to studying? i don't think so. literally rotting away just
attempting to study.. now, where's the sense in that..oh yes, under the condition that brother paul might leave me school-less if i don't make it!
damn..my life...why can't i be smart.
anyway..out of that depressing topic..feeling happy for some reason..perhaps i'm just going mad..yes,i reckon so. the stress is overwhelming..what can i say...come to think of it, maybe i brought all these things upon myself..
time to solve all my shit? nah..that'll have to wait..time to straighten up my thoughts.. get back on track. i've been saying this.. but not putting it in my actions...i just hope i've the strength to.
emotionally, physically...mentally..........
*i'm drained......will this ever end?*